Digital Mess 2 Chapter 38

Jacky's POV
And just like that, she was gone.
Out of town, out of our lives...
But not out of my heart.
It's been 2 days since Loui ran away. I searched with all of Sheda X and the Warriors all night, but Loui wasn't anywhere in Shibuya, the surrounding country-side; we couldn't even find one lousy string of hair to prove she had even existed.
The Kanbaras and Lowrikas ruthlessly interrogated Koji for what he had done, but didn't come up with any good excuses for it, only saying again and again "I never kissed another girl! I only ever kissed Louisa! That girl forced herself on me!" but I knew that was a lie. Loui wasn't the only one who saw Koji with lipstick on his mouth these past few weeks.
But for some reason, no one else had and believed him, calling Loui an impulsive idiot not for talking things out with him and laughing at her for saying she loved me. Those asses thought she was just trying to get revenge on Koji for a miss-understanding on her part, as they called it.
Damn bastards.
Anyway, after a night of searching (and everyone skipping school to get back the sleep they lost while I kept looking) everyone was in the park, talking.
"So, who is this IceLadyDevimon character?" Cameron asked, curiosity in his tone.
All the Warriors tensed up, a growl coming from my throat at the sound of that witch's name.
"She's Louisa's alter-ego, her shadow, her dark side, however you want to put it." I began to explain.
Everyone looked at me, the Warriors in surprise and Sheda X in shock.
I glared at the Warriors.
"What? Do you really think Louisa wouldn't tell me about her dark-side? In her own words 'You're a DigiDestined Jacky and a part of my team, so you have a right to know about how I nearly killed everyone I loved when I was 11'." I growled at them, some flinching at my tone while others glared.
"What did she mean by that, Jacky-san?" Alice asked, getting us back on track.
I sighed, attempting to calm myself down and succeed, surprisingly.
"Like I said, IceLadyDevimon is Louisa's alter-ego and when she was 11, ILD used Louisa's body to try and kill the Warriors and destroy the Digital World..." I began and started telling them the horrible story that Loui told me.
It was just after Jamey and Jessica (Rhyn and Louise's alter egos) were put away for good and while everyone was still separated.
Koji and Loui met up with Arther, Felicity, Rhys, Raven, Rex and Rella at a beach and Loui decided they needed to take a brake. Then Myotismon attacked them and tried to drown Rhys, filling Loui with rage, anger, sadness and hatred since she thought her brother was dead and turned into IceLadyDevimon. While Loui was transforming, everyone else arrived on the scene, Rhys alive and alright. Myotismon bragged about it being his plan from the start and then took control of IceLadyDevimon, who almost killed everyone, but Myotismon told her to stop and they both disappeared.
The Warriors called them out and fought her with all their strength, finally reaching her and braking her free of IceLadyDevimon's control.
"I never would have thought Louisa went through something like that." Kiko stated.
"That sounded scary." Cameron shivered.
"And it gets worst." I sighed.
Everyone looked at me strangely, even the Warriors.
"Worst? How could Louisa have gone through something worst then that?!" Misaki demanded.
I sighed and looked at the Warriors.
"Just to warn you guys, Louisa never told you about this because she was trying to protect your innocence, or what's left of it anyway." I stated.
The Warriors grew tense, Koji glaring at me.
"Then how would you know about it if she wanted to 'protect our innocence' as you put it?" He growled.
I looked at him with a 'I'll gonna kill you' face.
"Because I made her tell me, now shut up so I can tell you or do you really want to start a fight with the Legendary Golden Warrior of Faith who is in DESPERATE need of something to punch?" I growled, daring him to say something stupid just so I could punch him.
Koji flinched and took a step back, never losing the glare even if it was just empty now.
I took a deep breath, let it out and told them in 3, simple words what else happened while ILD was in control:
"Myotismon raped her."
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"WHAT?!" Everyone screamed.
I saw the girls cover their mouths in shock, gasping while the boys got very pissed off expressions on their faces.
"Raped her. R-A-P-E-D. Raped. While IceLadyDevimon was in control of her body, Myotismon thought that he could do more then just use her for a toy of destruction and ILD was more then happy to be played with in both her Digimon form and Human form. Louisa was trapped in her mind and forced to watch those two kill her innocence like a pair of ruthless hunters after an innocent dear. She didn't tell you guys about it back then because, obviously, she didn't know what it was and after that class on sex you got when you guys were 14, she realized what she went through and when she went on video cam to talk to me that day and I noticed she had cried, I convinced her to tell me what had happened." I explained, remembering it like it was yesterday.
I could actually feel a flashback coming on.
FLASHBACK
"Loui, what's wrong?" My 14-year-old-self asked, noticing that Loui's 14-year-old-self looked like she had been crying.
She stopped laughing about the joke she made and froze, her face matching the expression of a deer caught in the head-lights.
"No-no-nothing Jacky." She giggled nervously, trying to brush it off.
"Then why do you look like you've been crying?"
"I... I was just helping Mrs.K with the cooking, she needed help with some onions."
"Loui, I know the difference between the faces of someone who was cutting onions and the faces of someone who'd been crying."
"I'm serious, I was helping in the kitchen."
"You're a terrible lair, you know that? Please, Loui, tell me what happened?"
"Oh, really, it was nothing, just some annoying banter. Hey, did you see the new episode of Yu-Gi-Oh! Arc-V yet? Seeing Yuya go mad like that scared me."
"Don't change the subject, Loui."
"I'm telling you it's-"
"It's not nothing if it made you cry! Tell me."
"No, it's not your burden to carry."
"I want to carry it, thought. Tell me what it is, Loui."
"It's-"
"Tell me!"
"No-"
"Tell me!"
"Jacky-"
"TELL ME, LO-!"
"I'M NOT A VIRGIN!"
I sat there, shocked as tears fell from Loui's eyes like two rivers.
"It, it, it was when ILD was in control. She and My-My-Myotismon did things with my body an-and when I found out in school today how sex happened, I realized I was... a... I'm a rape victim!" She sobbed, covering her face with her hands, crying loudly into them.
The sight broke my heart and the news shattered my brain cells, not one of them registering what what going on, only the words Loui said playing again and again in my head, getting louder and louder.
"I'm a rape victim..."
"I'm a rape victim..."
"I'M A RAPE VICTIM!"
I hung my head, not letting her see my tears and I quietly whipped them away, making sure I had a good poker-face on.
"Louisa." I called her name softly, startling the blonde slightly.
She quietly lifted her head from her hands, only peaking her eyes out and blinking the tears away, cutely.
I smiled at her.
"I want you to tell me everything. What happened, how you feel about it, every little thought in your head that's making you cry. I want to see you smile again, but it has to be when this doesn't hurt you anymore." I requested of her, never losing the fake smile I gave her.
Though she could probably tell it was fake, she knew it was meant to reassure me and managed a small smile.
"Thank you Jacky." Loui said.
And told me everything.
END FLASHBACK
That was 3 years ago and she still wasn't over it, at least not fully.
Loui would talk to me online about it sometimes, but not lately. She actually seemed to have forgotten about it and thought that wasn't the aim of the chats, I was happy she didn't think about it anymore.
"Now that I think about it, I wouldn't be surprised that Myotismon would do something like that. But to Louisa of all people..." Sammy trailed off, looking ready to puke her guts out any second now.
Seeing the look on her face, Tommy moved to comfort her, hugging her and rubbing gentle circles on her back to sooth Sammy, who nodded her head towards him in thanks with a small smile on her face.
"She didn't deserve it." M.J finished for her sister, hanging her head low while J.P moved to hug her.
"The people it happens to never do." Louise whimpered, trying not to cry even thought tears did fall.
Rhys couldn't even speak, all he could do was cry and let Raven bring him into a hug.
Looks of pure, intense rage crossed Rella's, Rhyn's, Shinya's, Rex's and Zoe's faces, all 5 looking ready to scream to the heavens how angry they were.
Man, I feel sorry for the angels who'll have to listen to that.
"You..."
Koji's voice broke through my thoughts as he rushed at me and before I knew what was going on, my back was on the ground, my hand covering my eye.
"Koji!" Takuya gasped, trying to restrain him.
I uncovered my eye, which must be going black, to see Koichi and Takuya restraining Koji, who was kicking and screaming like a little kid.
"YOU LIAR! YOU'RE JUST TRYING TO MAKE ME JEALOUS BECAUSE YOU WANNA NAIL HER! LOUISA IS A VIRGIN AND SHE WILL BE UNTIL I GET MY HANDS ON HER!" Koji screamed.
Everyone, myself included, gasped in shock, Koji instantly covering his mouth when he realized what he said.
Using the shock to his advantage, the Warrior of Light shook himself free from Takuya and Koichi's hold and ran out of the park, sprinting like a maniac.
I looked at Sheda X, seeing some of the girls, (Diana, Sakura and Melody) rolling up their sleeves with evil glints in their eyes, everyone else taking a step back, far away from them out of fear.
I sweat-dropped, not blaming them since Koji did just say he wanted to be the first to nail one of their friends while accusing her best friend of the same thing.
"Easy, Tigers." I soothed.
The girls all looked at me and glared, though it was scary as Hell, I stood tall and didn't flinch.
"I know you wanna kill him, but if you're gonna do revenge, you gotta do it the right way. Like with all those pranks I pulled on you guys." I grinned.
Their faces were tickled pink with embarrassment and they turned away from me, mumbling something that sounded like "whatever".
I looked at Koichi and Takuya to see them standing there like idiots, their jaws on the ground.
"Did what I think just happen happen?" Takuya asked.
"If what you think happened was my twin brother saying he wanted to be the first person to nail your older sister happen, then yes. What you think happened, actually happened." Koichi stated.
Slowly, the two turned to face each other, both still in shock.
I sweat-dropped at them.
Monodramon's POV
I was floating in a big, empty white place.
I know this place: This is where I was while I was dead.
When I was first here, there was nothing I could do, I couldn't even think, but now I can.
I can move and talk and think and I see something coming towards me.
It looks kinda like a human who's swimming in milk, or something like that.
I swam towards my company, realizing it was indeed a human and not just any old human, but a female.
"Hello!" I called to her, my voice echoing.
The woman gave no sign that she heard me, she just kept swimming towards me so I decided to do the same.
Eventually, we stopped because we were right in front of each other and I needed to catch my breath. I placed my hands on my knees and bent over, panting harshly.
Damn, that took energy.
When I had my breath back, I stood up straight and examined her.
She had stunning blue eyes, dark purple (died) hair and peachy skin. She was wearing a lavender sundress with an amethyst necklace, a purple belt, 3 metal bracelets on both of her wrists (one gold, one silver and one bronze) and her feet were bare.
I have to say, for a human, she was very pretty. She kinda reminds me of Loui.
The woman smiled at me.
"Hello, Monodramon." She greeted me.
I smiled back at her.
"Hello Miss." I greeted back.
The woman's smile faded and turned serious.
"You are partnered to a human girl that goes by the name Louisa Kanbara, right?" She questioned.
"Yes ma'ma." I confirmed.
"Good. I need you to find her and when you do, tell her you saw me."
"Why? I know she ran away, but what makes you think I can find her? And just who are you?"
"You can use this."
She reached into a pocket on the dress and pulled out a green string that was inside a ring of copper and inside of that copper was a charm that looked like a very skinny "D" lying on it's side or a bow.
The woman placed the green string over my head and dropped it, letting the charm rest on my collar bone.
She took a step back and admired her own work.
"Fine Louisa and tell her it'll be okay and that you saw me." The woman insisted.
I looked at the charm in awe, realizing it was a bow, the kind hunters used to shoot arrows.
I looked up at the smiling woman and nodded.
She sighed in relief and let another smile appear, this time a smile of pride.
"Good. Remember what I said. Find her and tell her you saw me..."
And, as if by magic, I suddenly felt gravity pulling me away from the woman.
"Monodramon!"
I sat up and gasped, desperately trying to bring air back into my lungs.
When I think I had enough, I looked to the side to see Jacky standing there, a look of concern on his face.
"Are you okay, little man?" He asked.
I nodded my head.
Jacky grinned and stood up, offering me his hand.
"Then let's go!" He encouraged.
I stared at him like he was crazy and then turned my attention to the clock.
23:28.
Jacky just continued to grin and keep his hand offered.
"Come on, Monodramon! We need to find Loui now!" He insisted, pouting.
"But it's practically midnight! What's so important that made you wanna look for Louisa now?" I asked, rubbing my eyes and turning towards him, swinging my legs over the bed.
"I had a weird dream. This lady came up to me and told me to look for Loui, giving me this pendant thing when she was finished. And when I woke up, that pendant was around my neck." He explained.
Jacky reached into his shirt and pulled out a green string that had a charm on it that looked like a pencil with 3 feathers on the end or a arrow body made of slate, like my charm was.
I gasped and reached for my charm, showing it to Jacky.
"I got one too! And I had that dream!" I exclaimed.
Jacky gasped but then, a very serious look appeared on his face.
We locked eyes, a silent message passing between us.
I got out of bed and crawled under it, pulling out Louisa's backpack and putting it on my shoulders.
"Let's get some food, water, blankets and medicine and then go after her." Jacky insisted, clenching his own backpack.
I nodded and we left Louisa's room, going out the way Jacky came in; threw the window.